~ working on my book…

As I review my life over the last couple of years to refresh my memory to write this book, I’d like some feedback from blog followers that shared my journey. 

Let me know what you thought about my approach to handling the illness journey. What stands out in your mind? What made you laugh? What made you cry? What topics did I discuss that you had questions about and wanted to know more? Did you share any of the things I did to help me get through with anyone dealing with a health issue? 

Thoughts for a title for the book? 

I look forward to hearing your thoughts. 

Still Sparkling 

Cinzia ūüôā 

~ turning this blog into a book!

After a few months of the job search saga, I decided to stay working as a personal assistant and to focus my time on building my health and doing what my heart desires.

I have talked about it long enough, it is time for action. I am writing a BOOK! Turning this blog into a book or two or three books, who knows how many stories I have in me to tell. I am very excited. This weekend I began a journey to write and self-publish a book! My publish and launch goal in mid November 2017! I will keep you posted throughout this process! 

I am feeling great! In January I started taking yoga classes. Yoga has been exactly what I needed to relieve the pain, weakness and tingling in my arms. It has also helped me build strength, relax, focus, and shed some of the weight I gained as I ate my way¬†through chemo. ha! It’s also a¬†bonus to meet lovely¬†people and make new friends in the yoga community. ¬†ūüôā

Had a follow-up at the c-centre this week. Blood is doing well, I am down 3kg and the doctor is very pleased with my health overall. Next one in October. Feeling grateful! 

Just a quick update from my sparkly world. Much more to come soon. 

Still Sparkling!! ¬†ūüėČ

~ my job search saga…

As I think about what to do next with my life, I think about wanting to start an online business being able to work from anywhere until the fear of the unknown grabs me and I go online to search for the false sense of security in a traditional job. I have to admit the job search process is more stressful than dealing with my illness was! That may seem strange but think about it. With illness I was able to make decisions and had a say in what happened. A job search takes a whole different path. 

The path begins with searching for a posting that appeals to me and fits my skill set. Then it turns to reviewing the posting and highlighting the keywords that seem important to the role and ensuring my resume and cover letter include those special words in hopes that my writing skills get noticed. Then I submit my specially crafted cover letter and resume into cyber space and hand off my fate to the hands of an algorithm behind something known as an Applicant Tracking System, ATS, yes another bloody acronym!!!

Now the¬†waiting part. How long do I wait? What am I waiting for? A phone call, an email? Your guess is as good as mine. This part seems¬†odd since most postings have comments along these lines, ‘no phone calls please’ or ‘only short¬†listed candidates will be contacted’. Great! If you are fortunate enough to be contacted for an interview, you are doing well. So be prepared to answer questions¬†intelligently and not be a total dork, like I recently was on a telephone interview. Oh well, live and learn. The alternative is¬†silence in all forms or perhaps an impersonal email addressed to ‘dear sir or madam’ telling you that you¬†didn’t make the short list. It’s an icy cold email yet at least it is communication. Hmmm…I think I have to step up my game!¬†

This new¬†world of online¬†networking, creatively writing cover letters and the quest to¬†write resumes using¬†adjectives which describe ones accomplishments not just list job duties, not to mention searching online for ways to beat the¬†applicant¬†tracking systems…now one has to be smarter than the software application! Ugh! ¬†All this while checking ones ego in this competitive job market. The¬†articles that come up¬†when I search anything job or career related are amusing, I enjoyed seeing this title – resume optimizing techniques! Buzzwords abound! All of this leaves me wondering, where has the human¬†element gone from Human Resources????¬†

While searching and finding new postings that interest me, I go back into my resume to review and amend it for the next application. My heart¬†sinks as I come¬†across a typo! NO!!!! I am crushed!!¬†After spending so much time on this¬†document I can’t¬†even read it clearly anymore. So much for the spelling and grammar check function!?!?! Damn! Back to my tracking spreadsheet to note my flawed resume¬†and kiss those opportunities goodbye. Back to my old school style of reviewing a document by¬†reading it aloud while tracing each word with my opposite hand! All is good now!¬†

Having a profile on LinkedIn I receive job¬†search threads where people post their concerns and comment on others questions. A repeat topic that turns up is titled ‘how to explain away a medical issue’…¬†What?? No one asks to have a health issue! Why on earth¬†is a person¬†supposed to cover up a fact in their life! Unbelievable!¬†Again I wonder,¬†where is the human element¬†hiding in Human Resources?¬†

I may be dating myself here, but I miss the days when you could walk into a business, talk to a person and¬†hand them¬†your resume. At the very least¬†make a¬†first impression instead of having an¬†algorithm assess the first impression of you¬†as nothing more than an ‘applicant’. Perhaps technology has not changed the hiring process for the better.¬†

I remain optimistic and am sure that things¬†will work out just fine. In the meantime I will try to keep my sanity amongst the acronyms and algorithms. ūüė≥

Still sparkling…one day at a time. ¬†¬†ūüėä

~ new normal, new year…

It has now been one year since I rang the bell! Yay! Sparkles worked!! ‚ú® One year post treatment and I am doing well! Today I had a follow-up appointment and my hematologist is pleased with how well I am doing. It’s always a relief to hear good health news! Now I will shift to three appointments per year. 

Over the last three months I have seen a neurologist and a physiatrist, had nerve test done on my arms and hands, which left me with a different diagnosis of carpal tunnel in both hands not neuropathy. So I have been wearing braces every night for three months now. Some days I feel like things are improving, then I do housework and my hands and wrists are miserable again. From speaking with my doctor today she has no other options to suggest as they have no idea what is causing my issue. It seems like my only option is sparkles! So I will grab the medical encyclopedias and look for detailed images of the bones, nerves and tissues inside of wrists and hands to visualize sparkles healing! ‚ú® 

My biggest issue these days is, truthfully, being lazy! With 24 hours in the day it is incredible how much time I waste, doing what you ask? well that is even a mystery to me most days. I would like to think I would exercise and eat well daily, this happens for about a week and then I make excuses and procrastinate. If I can admit this then why don’t I do something about it? That is a darn good question. I am human, that’s about all I can say. 

Another observation about my new normal is that I am still quite forgetful. I can be looking at someone while having a conversation and be totally blank, not recalling at all what I have just been told. This is so hard. I used to feel mentally sharp, process things quickly and retain information easily. Now I write things down and still forget. I guess it’s time to apply sparkle healers to my brain and memory. ‚ú®ūüė≥

I sparkle on…one day at a time.   ūüėä